Masodistic
04-28-2009, 10:56 PM
Alright, for starters, I love my boyfriend dearly. I've been seeing him off and on for years now. At one point he'd confessed a few pieces of his sexual history he wouldn't exactly share with the rest of the world, but he also told me that he had a much deeper, darker secret. The first time he'd told me, I'd thought nothing of it.
But a few weeks ago I'd asked him about it again and he told me he was taking it to the grave. Well, being the curious kitten I am, I couldn't just take that lying down. We've been living together for about 7-8 months now, ever since I got pregnant, and I've had full access to his internet browser history. At first it was fun just to see what he looked at, but I started noticing more and more incest stories. I thought nothing of it, since I've been reading things like that for a while myself. Well, when I mentioned his secret again he told me he didn't want to tell me to protect the 'other parties involved'. My first thought was: He did something with his sister. But once again, i let it go.
Well, a few days ago I was going through his history after watching him stroke himself (I pretend I'm asleep... I've turned into a lil voyeur since dating him) and after I'd "woken up" and we did our dirty business, I hopped on the laptop to see what he'd been looking at. He'd been reading an incest story about a brother and sister and further down the history line I noticed he'd pulled up a few sexy pics of his cousin (whom lives hoooours away). So, first i asked if he'd spanked it to his cousin and with a bashful blush he told me he had. Then after a few quieter moments I asked him about his deep dark secret... and told him I was rather sure it involved him and his sis.
He just kind of looked shamefully to the floor and nodded, which made me further question him. He tried to fumble out an explanation and I just smiled and told him to go finish the grilled cheese and he could figure out how to tell me. When he came back he told me how when they were younger they would be home alone alot and they were both at that age where they were curious about their bodies. He'd pop in a porno and one thing led to another. Eventually they started having sex, though she'd stop half-way through... he assumes this is because she thought it felt wrong. But they did it a few more times before she finally called it quits.
They have a pretty normal brother/sister relationship aside from that, but now that I know the truth I'm just baffled... Me and my man had joked a few times that his sis had a crush on me and I've seen her topless (amazing rack @.@) and she's come in to show off a new bra and bikini for me, not to mention always asking me how she looks in an outfit. I assume she knows I'm bi, since we're both on Myspace alot and my orientation is set to Bi. I've noticed for a while she's a sexy lil lady, but now that the truth is out there... I fantasize about her and my boyfriend alot. And it makes me very, very hot. I don't know just how I should feel about this...and I'm not sure how my boyfriend would react if I told him the fact he'd done his sister turns me on so much. I've become damn near obsessed with reading bro/sis incest stories and picturing the two of them together. I've heard alot of confessions from my past boyfriends, but none of them have effected me like this.
I guess the advice I'm asking for is... Is it wrong to be so turned on by the fact your significant other has fooled around with a sibling? Should I tell him how it really makes me feel? Or should I just act like I know nothing, like I've done so many times before with other confessions?
But a few weeks ago I'd asked him about it again and he told me he was taking it to the grave. Well, being the curious kitten I am, I couldn't just take that lying down. We've been living together for about 7-8 months now, ever since I got pregnant, and I've had full access to his internet browser history. At first it was fun just to see what he looked at, but I started noticing more and more incest stories. I thought nothing of it, since I've been reading things like that for a while myself. Well, when I mentioned his secret again he told me he didn't want to tell me to protect the 'other parties involved'. My first thought was: He did something with his sister. But once again, i let it go.
Well, a few days ago I was going through his history after watching him stroke himself (I pretend I'm asleep... I've turned into a lil voyeur since dating him) and after I'd "woken up" and we did our dirty business, I hopped on the laptop to see what he'd been looking at. He'd been reading an incest story about a brother and sister and further down the history line I noticed he'd pulled up a few sexy pics of his cousin (whom lives hoooours away). So, first i asked if he'd spanked it to his cousin and with a bashful blush he told me he had. Then after a few quieter moments I asked him about his deep dark secret... and told him I was rather sure it involved him and his sis.
He just kind of looked shamefully to the floor and nodded, which made me further question him. He tried to fumble out an explanation and I just smiled and told him to go finish the grilled cheese and he could figure out how to tell me. When he came back he told me how when they were younger they would be home alone alot and they were both at that age where they were curious about their bodies. He'd pop in a porno and one thing led to another. Eventually they started having sex, though she'd stop half-way through... he assumes this is because she thought it felt wrong. But they did it a few more times before she finally called it quits.
They have a pretty normal brother/sister relationship aside from that, but now that I know the truth I'm just baffled... Me and my man had joked a few times that his sis had a crush on me and I've seen her topless (amazing rack @.@) and she's come in to show off a new bra and bikini for me, not to mention always asking me how she looks in an outfit. I assume she knows I'm bi, since we're both on Myspace alot and my orientation is set to Bi. I've noticed for a while she's a sexy lil lady, but now that the truth is out there... I fantasize about her and my boyfriend alot. And it makes me very, very hot. I don't know just how I should feel about this...and I'm not sure how my boyfriend would react if I told him the fact he'd done his sister turns me on so much. I've become damn near obsessed with reading bro/sis incest stories and picturing the two of them together. I've heard alot of confessions from my past boyfriends, but none of them have effected me like this.
I guess the advice I'm asking for is... Is it wrong to be so turned on by the fact your significant other has fooled around with a sibling? Should I tell him how it really makes me feel? Or should I just act like I know nothing, like I've done so many times before with other confessions?