LilGirl1969
04-21-2009, 12:18 PM
Hey All. Love this site. Now, before I get started...those of you who want to psychoanalyze me and say how sick and wrong it was and that I was a victim - please, KEEP YOUR COMMENTS TO YOURSELF. I am long past all of that now. I have realized what totally turns me on and (since I am way into adulthood and consenting) I just want to find the best potential source of finding someone to help with my fantasy/role play.
Some of my first memories are of being molested. They were all very pleasurable but as I got older and was given the "talks" by my parents I started avoiding the man who I used to beg to take "naps" with. My grandfather had literally spent years grooming me only to have me successfully slip through his grasp before any penetration could occur.
Now, so many years later and so many unfulfilled dreams at night, I really want to roleplay out the rest of the story. So, I am very particular on how I need to relationship to begin (and the physical characteristics of the man) but after that my fantasy is open. Where do you suggest I try and find a person to fit my plan? Are any sites better than others for matching sexual fantasies? I don't think I can view the personal ads here without a paid membership... Obviously this is still a taboo subject so finding someone else with the same kink is a bit of a challenge and, yes, safety is paramount. I am in the South Florida area.
Some of my first memories are of being molested. They were all very pleasurable but as I got older and was given the "talks" by my parents I started avoiding the man who I used to beg to take "naps" with. My grandfather had literally spent years grooming me only to have me successfully slip through his grasp before any penetration could occur.
Now, so many years later and so many unfulfilled dreams at night, I really want to roleplay out the rest of the story. So, I am very particular on how I need to relationship to begin (and the physical characteristics of the man) but after that my fantasy is open. Where do you suggest I try and find a person to fit my plan? Are any sites better than others for matching sexual fantasies? I don't think I can view the personal ads here without a paid membership... Obviously this is still a taboo subject so finding someone else with the same kink is a bit of a challenge and, yes, safety is paramount. I am in the South Florida area.