r0ck0ut
04-12-2009, 03:13 PM
Hi. I am a 22 year old guy, and I am new here. I have been into the thought of incest for years now, but never had the chance to participate in the act. I have a younger sister (18), whom I have been attracted to for a couple of years now. I never acted on my urges, because I figured it would ruin our relationship.
It wasn't until recently that I ever had an inkling that my sister is either: a) into incest or b) an exhibitionist or c) both. For the past few months, my sister and I have been smoking weed together (alone). (Please don't give me any rants about weed. I know almost every possible argument against it.) This past week something odd started to occur in the middle of the night.
I am a social smoker, so whenever someone I am smoking with ****** out while I am still hanging with them, I get a little irked. So when my sister started to "pass out," I would tell her to go to her room to fall asleep. She would then deny she is passing out and refuse to leave my room. This happened twice this week, and as recent as last night. I have recently been suffering from bouts of insomnia, and been spending most of my nights laying down with my eyes closed but still awake. During one of the first nights of the past week, I noticed something when my sister was "sleeping," her hips would begin to thrust. My sister would "fall asleep" laying next to me on my couch, our bodies close and touching. At first I just told myself she was reacting to a dream, but then it started to happen more and then I began to hear her masturbate. I can tell you, I was really shocked that my younger sister was enjoying herself while laying next to me thinking I was asleep. Throughout the first night, I would just listen and take a few peeks every now and then. She was laying on her side, hand between her legs and in her pants. Such a beautiful sight. The only problem was that every time I would move, she would look over at me and see if I was still asleep. When she confirmed it to herself, she would continue to finger herself.
Last night the same thing happened, but something a little different occurred. Instead of trying to hide herself, she became a little bit more reckless. My sister began to enjoy herself while she thought I was asleep next to her, but this time she was louder, and her body began to writhe a little bit more wildly. At one point when she thought I was awake, she leaned over grabbed my cover off my bed and continued to finger herself right next to me under my cover. I tried to remain still as possible, so I can take in the beauty of the situation, but eventually I had to pee really badly so I "woke up." When I got back to my room, I lied down on my bed which is next to my couch to get a better view of her. She remained still for about 15 minutes, then she started up again but I think she realized I was still awake so she just got up and went to her room. My sister's room is right near mine, so I waited a minute or two and went near her door. I could hear her finish herself loudly. Then I went back to my room, and she came out of her room wearing different clothes and went to the bathroom. Later that day, she talked to me as if nothing occurred.
Now this is where I am conflicted. If this was any other girl, I would have made a move already, but this is my sister. I am extremely turned on by the situation, but do not know what to do. Do I confront her about it, or pretend to catch her in the act or just do nothing about it? As I mentioned before, I do not want to ruin our relationship, which makes the situation very delicate. I love my sister, and do not want to ruin anything we have now.
Any advice would be helpful, but please do not tell me to just do it. The situation is much more complicated than that.
It wasn't until recently that I ever had an inkling that my sister is either: a) into incest or b) an exhibitionist or c) both. For the past few months, my sister and I have been smoking weed together (alone). (Please don't give me any rants about weed. I know almost every possible argument against it.) This past week something odd started to occur in the middle of the night.
I am a social smoker, so whenever someone I am smoking with ****** out while I am still hanging with them, I get a little irked. So when my sister started to "pass out," I would tell her to go to her room to fall asleep. She would then deny she is passing out and refuse to leave my room. This happened twice this week, and as recent as last night. I have recently been suffering from bouts of insomnia, and been spending most of my nights laying down with my eyes closed but still awake. During one of the first nights of the past week, I noticed something when my sister was "sleeping," her hips would begin to thrust. My sister would "fall asleep" laying next to me on my couch, our bodies close and touching. At first I just told myself she was reacting to a dream, but then it started to happen more and then I began to hear her masturbate. I can tell you, I was really shocked that my younger sister was enjoying herself while laying next to me thinking I was asleep. Throughout the first night, I would just listen and take a few peeks every now and then. She was laying on her side, hand between her legs and in her pants. Such a beautiful sight. The only problem was that every time I would move, she would look over at me and see if I was still asleep. When she confirmed it to herself, she would continue to finger herself.
Last night the same thing happened, but something a little different occurred. Instead of trying to hide herself, she became a little bit more reckless. My sister began to enjoy herself while she thought I was asleep next to her, but this time she was louder, and her body began to writhe a little bit more wildly. At one point when she thought I was awake, she leaned over grabbed my cover off my bed and continued to finger herself right next to me under my cover. I tried to remain still as possible, so I can take in the beauty of the situation, but eventually I had to pee really badly so I "woke up." When I got back to my room, I lied down on my bed which is next to my couch to get a better view of her. She remained still for about 15 minutes, then she started up again but I think she realized I was still awake so she just got up and went to her room. My sister's room is right near mine, so I waited a minute or two and went near her door. I could hear her finish herself loudly. Then I went back to my room, and she came out of her room wearing different clothes and went to the bathroom. Later that day, she talked to me as if nothing occurred.
Now this is where I am conflicted. If this was any other girl, I would have made a move already, but this is my sister. I am extremely turned on by the situation, but do not know what to do. Do I confront her about it, or pretend to catch her in the act or just do nothing about it? As I mentioned before, I do not want to ruin our relationship, which makes the situation very delicate. I love my sister, and do not want to ruin anything we have now.
Any advice would be helpful, but please do not tell me to just do it. The situation is much more complicated than that.